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Friday, January 12, 2007
Injury Prone
i have been working since monday till thursday.. been so damn tired. but.. i never fail to surprise my darling. haha. =) these few days.. i kinda made her angry. upset. disappointed.. so.. ya.. been very guilty. and sometimes.. lost.. cause i dont know what to do to make her laugh.. though i know she meant me well. and sometimes to prove that she loves me more than anything. i love her just as much. been prone to injuries lately.. keep falling down.. and injuring my spine.. which is like very bad? so. i missed work today. took off. cause back pain. but later will be meeting darling. didnt go work partially cause i meeting her. and the other is cause i dont want to move anymore stuff le. the pain on my back is getting on my nerve.. which is DAMN irritating. -.- *argH* kinda been feeling weird lately. dont know why. its like.. so many things happen for no reason. and leave me so.. dont know what to do... and make me so.. lost... its like a road that can never go straight. a road that had no light... and i'm just walking on and on.. to see the light. and to see the road turn straight.. me.. getting jealous for some stupid stuff.. getting angry for some stupid words. its so idiotic of me.. i should not be la. but.. cant help it.. its kinda built in me.. i always wonder.. am i treating her good enough... am i loving her good enough. in the end i always come up with an ans... no.. i'm going NS in like another 2 months... and fcuk it. i dont wanna go. i dont wanna leave her alone. but.. sometimes. you just cant run away from stuff like these. all i can say.. its just a test of time for our love. i made up my mind. now.. shes going to be the one. the one down the road of my life. i've had enough of heart breaks. and heart breaking. so.. i'm going to stop all these nonsense. shes 'THE ONE' as in the only one. for now. all i'm doing is to love her all i can.. and to be a better man.. okay. shall stop here. cause i'm like starting to tear already.. so.. tata~ =) take care readerS~ and esp my darling..

loving you with all my heart.
being a better man.
proving to you life with me is special..
showing to you that the past is buried.
our future will be bright.
love you baby~

The promise i made to you
went through my mind again at 12:49 PM.

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